Sunday, January 10, 2010

Random Recollection




TEN years ago, when I was 13, I've had the world's HUGEST/BIGGEST/HUMONGOUS crush on this boy who always sat in front of me during Sunday Mass. He had this Freddie-Prinze Jr-look, you know, tall with twinkly eyes. I remember feeling breathless whenever our eyes met and that crazy thudding of my heart whenever he's in close proximity. I used to bombard my sister with questions like "so did he look at me today?" or "you think he noticed my new hair?" GAH! Perasaaaaaan betul. I don't think he was even aware of my existence, he always looked so pensive! and cute and wonderful. I didn't know his name so I named him Kuzer. In the year of 2000, my favorite code word was Kuzer
Kuzer itu, Kuzer ini. He was practically everywhere - my diary, notepad, doodles, the sky, the moon, the sun, my dreams - see, my crush was pretty hardcore.


On a beautiful Sunday morning in December 2000, I discovered his real name. 
Adrian Ambrews.
But I never saw him again after that Sunday.
Mimang teda jodoh! ~haha~
Wherever you are Adrian, God Bless You.
(n_n)/

14 comments:

Angel said...

haha. punya kiut!

My crush's name was NO NAME. Same story. I didn't know his name. Never will.

♥ AnnieMing ♥ said...

haha that's cute! try search la d FB.. manatau dia ada..

can i share my story too?

long time ago i named my crush as 'A!'. never knew his name until my bestie told me, sebab they were in d same class for sunday school.. months later i knew he oso have a crush on me. it was in 1999 when we declared our luv. guess what, he is the man i married today.. hehe..

Jessica_Lyne said...

angel: the one who got away bah tu..hehe. You know what, sa pun tia ingat pasal c Kuzer ni klu sa tia baca diari2 lama sa..haha.

sis Annie:
OMG! Your story lagi cute!! I wish I have that sort of happy ending :)

ada juga dia d FB, teda babyface dia suda, membesar dgn sihat lagi tu and happily in love...haha. Lucu oh 'jumpa' crush time budak2 dulu :)

Amanda Christine Wong said...

omai! i actually had something similar too u! minus the crazy crush thing la. he always goes to Sunset Mass too, and he's like, tall and gorgeous and slightly than us (somehow guys who finish school seems more attractive those days when you're still battling with SPM)...and we called him Freddie Prinze Jr...'coz we thought he look like one!! Happy ni kalau terdapat shake hands with him during the peace offering :D

Jessica_Lyne said...

hahaha, sama case kita ni Manda. My Freddie, your Freddie! Those days we always go for tall and older guys coz boys our age are still annoying =_= These Freddies made Sunday Mass bearable :)

DierdreTheseira said...

heeeeee jess adalah dia punya fb.. why do we tend to fall for a guy in church? adakah sbb kita owez p church and you owez see that person n lama2 he's kinda attractive pla. or becoz he owez p church which means he's got God in him n that's a good thing. haha. i had a crush on a guy at church juga dulu.. but he was after my sister pla.

chegu carol said...

hmmm...my real and vividly remembered crush was when i was 21! do you still called that a crush? hahaha

Jessica_Lyne said...

Dedz: ya ada fb dia..keke. Itula bah time dulu2, church is always the place to socialize! haha. Ya, ada ko kestau sa that story, it's something to laugh about now! :D

Chegu: Crush juga bah tu! haha. He was my first serious crush, that's why I still remember him until now. Lagipun I always find time to read my past diaries and Kuzer lives on..haha

Carmelliny said...

My first crush sdh jdi my bf until now :)jumpa di church jg..hehe

Elvie Dechantal said...

Hmmm, the crush is still my crush now. Guess he will never know cos it's just a crush aite? hehe.

It's kinda awkward tho when we met recently. Never thought he'd still my crush until after we met and i was like "omg, he is still cute!" haha.

amoramorelvie said...

Hmmm, the crush is still my crush now. Guess he will never know cos it's just a crush aite? hehe.

It's kinda awkward tho when we met recently. Never thought he'd still my crush until after we met and i was like "omg, he is still cute!" haha.

Dict MFG said...

ooh...I know THAT feeling.

It's a wonder that someone like you, one that I think whose bust (the head sculpture...not the other thing) would put on a pedestal and worship...be the one that's doing the worshiping...sorta say. XD

And I SO do that code name thing :O

varms said...

Hey, I just stumbled on your blog and I think it's cute.

Crushes in church is like a Christian girl's rite of passage I think... I crushed on a couple of guys in church too! But nothing ever came out of it. One went after my classmate and the other, last I saw him, he was working at McD. Fml.

zewt said...

imagine him reading this and said...

"i have been waiting for you to talk to me, why didnt you"

oooOOooo!